DECLARATION OF MY EGO

Hearie ! Hearie ! Anyone , Anywhere and Any Place:

Yes, I have enough of my Ego and want , proudly, to preserve it.

Maybe, Imbeciles and Morons have least of Ego as they can't afford to have it. Priests of 'Commercialism' desire to supress others' Ego by suggestive clouding.
Spirtuality does not say all Ego should be given up( Only in Samadhi it is dissolved). Otherwise, there would not be any meaning in the words " SHO A-HAM"';"I am That"
Of course Tamasic ego is undesirable and Vital (Rajo) EGO should be under regular monitoring for benefical usage ; while 'Sattwik 'Soul-power' is the treasure trove for higher spiritual ascent.

So don't listen, when anyone (even educated individuals) ask you to give up Ego or taunts you for having it. Just turn your back on him and have enough of EGO but the best one i.e Swattik one or one of soul-consciousness.

RETURN TO THY NEST

Return to thy nest
now - to rest
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Enough flights and 'fairy' games
enough of worldly dance or sensual stance
perceptual traps of 'Cosmic serial show'

Fly back home and fold your 'wings'
open all windows closed within
and find -
It is Space that's vaster than
your Universe outside.

So , return and turn
...within.

THE BEST DRAMA OF LIFE !!

What better 'stage' or way
to play the role of life
now or ever
as I witnessed this moment, Lord!

On the flowing Ganges to-wards Sea
the carcass floating calm
and
quite a numer of birds feasting on
the dead , - the offered body of
a surrendered 'Soul'

What better way to give or serve
even after the final day
for the service of other living souls
On the holy bed of Ganges

THE FINAL ACT

And when the curtain falls
on the final act
on the stage,
and the 'tragic Hero'
sits down cool and dumb
looking, - beyond
unto eternal Space
accepting alloted fate

And -
foot-light darkens quick
ushering 'finishing line'
of a living Game
known as life !

INTROSPECTION

SOMETIMES
SOME THING IS
PUSHING ME OUT
OF ILLUSIONS OF EARTHLY SPHERE.

OR, IS IT
ANOTHER FORM OF DELUSION
WITHIN MYSELF

BUT WHO CAN TELL
WHAT IS TRUE
OTHER THAN MYSELF
OR MY 'SOUL" !
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IMMPERMANENT

WHEN
THE CANVAS
IS
SO FRAGILE
OR TEMPORAL LIKE 'TIME ITSELF
OR WITH NO BACK-GROUND LIKE
ETHERAL
SPACE
WHY
PAINT ANY THING
HERE !

AUTOBIOGRAPHY : my First Job in life

I was ,perhaps , born lucky. Einstein told in his early writing that best job for a dreamer or happy life was to get a job , just to earn one's living with enough time to spend for his hobby or higher dreams. ,,,,Well maybe, I was also shaped for it. In 1956 when I was selected as a Gazetted officer(medical) , I had no work to do but to receive my cheque. And nor even any office dpace . I was to visit DELHI Villages for Health Guidance and , happily ,neither the Ambulence nor the medical assistants e.g Compounder,Dresser ,Cleaner ;or not even Driver was selected (for next six months).So I attended my post at 15, Alipore road, DHS ,Delhi Adm.(MCD not yet formed ).I enjoyed my leisure - hours under a tree on roadside and had all the time to look up and scan the sky with wild dreamy thought.
I could, then ,play Table tennis ,not so bad , and whenever the Deputy Director could find me out , I had to play table tennis with him ,at lunch time. And that is how , as I later read, Einsteins observation was proved true, even for me.
Thus God always helped me to be an effective 'Escapist' but in another sense I had to work more hours for my pleasure and only required hours for my Job. Even I got my M.D gegree while working in a Dispensary(E.S,I scheme).
So it was God's sanction and not my fault.