Sunday, June 8, 2014

A TALE BEHIND MY CRAFTED 'SMILES' AND JOYOUS ' DANCE '
( OR : ??? HOW TO CONVINCE !!! )
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1 . 1983 : Father's Death ( Served him by his dying side( 3 -4 months and as best as I could )..

2. 1984 : Jhumur's Marriage :
Along with the UN-wanted HOTEL - BURDEN on my SHOULDER---// Quarrel with my
Brothers.
[Never wanted to be involved in FAMILY - PROPERTIES yet had to SWALLOW the
'BITTER - PILL ' with REGULAR QUARREL and ' IN - FIFGHTING S' ]
3 . 1988. Mother's DEATH. Was by her Death - Bed - Side and also at Hospital to the Last, by
her side . Then ---->
[ To USA -- Birth of Shiraj ; stayed there for a Year and Shiraj's heart condition etc ]
4. 1989 returned to DELHI ; Bulbul to USA (?).

Hotel - Quarrel and running TROUBLES in Shouldering Late Fathers' Business ( Hotel) every
3rd or 4Th. momth.

5 RANA to USA /// Babi in Ahmedabad// me and Bulbul shutteling between DELHI - USA
alternataely . btween 1990-91; 1991-92

6 !992 ;Bulbul to USA with GREEN Card and to be present at Jhumur's side during
Natasha's Birth ( to look after).
[ and my only ' OXYGEN' in all these HOTEL- TROUBLE- TIME and HOTEL - QUARREL- INFERNO was my 'Hobbies ' like poetry , Art etc ]
7. !993 : Finally ESCAPED to USA with GREEN CARD .
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8 My final DREAM was : TO RETIRE to a POST - USA - LIFE with your Mother and
giving up all WORLDLY HABITS and ATTACHMENTS and live some IDEAL RECLUSE -
LIFE SOMEWHERE .
9 But PREDESTINATION and FATE , perhaps , wrote my Life - story in ANOTHER way by making your Mother CONDITION as it is Found now !

10. And I HAVE NOW NO PLACE NOR 'FRIEND' TO LIVE, REMEMBER or
RECAPITULATE MY LIFE'S PEAK STORIES OR REMEMBRANCES .
And EVEN MY NEAREST ONES , OFTEN DON"T UNDERSTAND OR TRY TO
KNOW :
? WHY I RUN FOR 'GREEN - BRANCHES OR TWIGS OF 'EXPRESSIVE VALUE ' EVEN IN RAJARHAT TO BE WITH 'MYSELF ' TO FORGET SO MANY 'THINGS' !!
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TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN
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( A Possible Solution )

I THINK :
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I. THE ONLY AND BEST WAY FOR US ( YOUR PARENTS ) IS TO STAY
TOGETHER IN ONE PLACE ( RAJARHAT/ BATANAGAR ) NOT USA.
II. BEAR THE EXPENSES ( INCLUDING RENTAL ) TOGETHER AND MAKE OUR
'TERMINAL PHASE OF LIVING ' AS MUCH EASY AND COMFORTABLE AND
ALSO 'TENSION - LESS' TO OUR CHILDREN .
III. WE ( PARENTS) SHOULD HAVE SEPARATE ROOMS SO THAT TO LIVE
INDEPENDENT (WITH FULL FREEDOM OF CHOICE AND WITHOUT
INTERFERENCE TO EACH OTHER'S CHOICE AND TASTE OF LIVING .
IV. AS I AM GIVING UP MY WORLDLY DESIRES OF ART, LITERATURE, ETC ETC & ETC, I DON"T THINK I SHALL HAVE TO DISTURB YOUR MOTHER
IN ANY WAY WITH MY PERSONAL HABITS OR WHIMS.
V. I SHALL BE ABLE TO PAY RS 10, 000/= Pm AS RENTAL; PLUS ANOTHER
Rs 10,000/== Pm FOR MAINTENANCE Etc OR EVEN MORE IF NEEDED.
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ONLY OUR CHILDREN AND GRAND CHILDREN SHOULD BE THERE TO VISIT US OR OTHERWISE AS DECIDED BY US (WITH CONSULTATION WITH CHILDREN' ).

OTHER THAN NOMITA & AROTI THERE CAN EVEN BE A MALE HELPER AT OUR COST WHEN AND IF NECESSARY .

** ( Should be TREATED only as a DRAFT - PROPOSAL and subjected to CHANGE / MODIFICATION and ADJUSTMENTS.).

YOUR MOTHER HAS NO DESIRE TO GO TO USA EVEN FOR A CHANGE, AS SHE TOLD ME ; NEITHER HAVE I .
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(WROTE AS A RUNNING THOUGHT. ).

NEWS

Big Bang Theory May Be Disproved by Dust

Jun 07, 2014 12:47 PM EDT by Mary Nichols

Scientists have long accepted the Big Bang theory as the explanation for the Universe, and a groundbreaking experiment may have finally found proof of it however some experts are saying that dust is disproving their theories, writes Nature World News.

The Big Bang theory - also known as cosmic inflation - describes the trillionths of seconds after the Universe expanded rapidly.

According to some scientists, however proponents of the Big Bang theory may have failed to take into account dust from the Milky Way - which could render their readings useless, writes Nature World News.

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This week at the American Astronomical Society conference in Boston, Princeton astrophysicist and the study's co-author David Spergel spoke about a new theory related to the Big Bang, based on a discovery made last March.

Using a South Pole-based radio telescope called BICEP2, scientists observed a helix pattern in the polarization of the cosmic microwave background (CMB) - or the Big Bang's afterglow - a phenomenon that could just as easily been caused by dust in the Milky Way Galaxy.

"Based on what we know right now... we have no evidence for or against gravitational waves," co-author Uroš Seljak, an astrophysicist at the University of California, Berkeley, told Nature News.

However, others, like Princeton physicist David Spergel, argue that this brief period of rapid "inflation" in the very early Universe could also be explained by light scattering off dust between the stars in the Milky Way, writes Nature World News.

While the announcement is causing a sensation among scientists, physicist James Boch, co-leader of theBICEP-2 experiment, said in a statement that the evidence for gravitational waves "is certainly not being retracted."

If correct, the BICEP2 were the first to detect the first signs of such waves from the birth of the Universe and the first to find evidence of the Big Bang.

However, if it was dust that caused these gravitational waves, scientists will have to continue their quest in search of proof of the Big Bang, writes Nature World News.

Tagged : Milky Way, science, astronomy, Big Bang Theory

Saturday, June 7, 2014

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India 3rd most obese nation in the world, houses 41m overweight

Northern Voices Online

- ‎2 hours ago‎

India is the 3rd most obese nation in the world. The country houses at least 41 million overweight people. India being a third world and rather poor country wouldn't be high on people's mind when it comes to obesity.

Friday, June 6, 2014

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN
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( DIRECT EXPERIENCE )
Even with good physical and Mental State
and with the BURDEN of my present AGE :

LONELINESS AND Living ' ALONE '
can be a Burden , --when
ALL Hobbies, Aesthetic Passions and
Creative 'Dreams' and Desires are drying up.
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Rise in sea level doubled in three decades, say researchers

Business Standard

- ‎Jun 5, 2014‎

The rise of sea level in the world is around three millimetres per year, which is double the rate three decades ago, a senior scientist said here today.

NEW AGE POETRY : ' THIS TIME '

What seems to be True

may not be Real

What looks to be real

is really not True

Even the 'Father' of "RELATIVITY"

proved it so many ways !

And over more

this is another Time

where Synthetic Universe is

presenting a ' Brave New World ' !!

'This Time '--now

some ---

Living Cosmetic Beauties

look more Vulgar than

many Innocent Nudes !!

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My Life and my Poems