Counting Back-wards

Ihese days, / even amongst young ladies gatherings / I don't know why / I yawn so often and feel sleepy// And now a days , overmore ,/ even in Rbindra -sangeet festive time/ get so distrought with disturbing mood / and think- i should have some more LIC policies /

Now a days ,in so many ways , I feel so taught and sense.// This is not normal ways , I know/ I also know , -they are not healthy signs/ I should now re-trace to normal set-up of life/ and measure all values in other ways// But even then, I can't help// And inspite, -while attending any Tagore-song fest/ I can't help thinking/ I should have some more L.I.C -policy / by some measured ways.
[ Wrtten in Bengali in 1980s ; Translated to day]