LOOKING BACK WITH SADNESS

'Book Traces travais of Vevekananda' - Times of India ; Feb 2, '11
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"abishyashya Vivekananda" - by Shankar

Why it is 'abishyashashya ' ? ;

Bakim chandra first told it thru' 'KAPAL KUNDALA' thus: Nabakumars wil ever go to chop wood for others and 'oyhers ' will ever desert him in return of his service'.
Or, as Vidyasagar put it ,inimmitably, -'why he blamed me when I did not serve anything good to him !'
Or, 'effort to express yourself to the extent possibe in the face of adversities' - Vivekananda.

But for the faith,love and devotion of people of Madras and the 'raja' of Ramnad', Vividishananda of those days may not have a chance to reach U.S.A to make history !
By his own words ,- Bengais did almost nothing to help him (Ref-Complte works of Vivekananda).
And Pratap Mazumder tried his best to antagonise.